I know I haven’t been blogging like I should be, but I’ve been super busy lately with umm, you know, obstacles.
But I’m here now and ready to rant as usual 🙂
Today I want to talk about the importance and benefits of being true to yourself. It don’t matter the circumstances, always choose the path to happiness by doing what makes you comfortable. It makes no sense you watch your life go by without contentment and no hope of eventually reaching your point of self-actualization. Don’t live other people’s dreams. The moment you realize that you can be in full control of your own life, the better.
Lame topic? …not even … Just stick around. I’m about to share a story with you.
Just two years ago I was a first year marketing student at The University of the West Indies. A spoilt daddy’s girl, fresh from a rural district, wide eyed, innocent, intimidated, aflame with curiosity and at that time the destined outcome of my endeavors was unforeseen. Marketing was never my dream, but my desideratum for independence and fear of being a failure in life drove me to give it a try anyway. I was just grabbing every opportunity I could get without taking my actual interests into consideration. I must say, doing marketing wasn’t that bad. But I came to realize that it just wasn’t my forte.
There I was …
Sitting through lectures bored as hell, irrepressibly wondering why I was there and why I kept ignoring the emptiness inside of me.
Eventually the emptiness prevailed. I couldn’t disregard it anymore. It was out in the open for everyone to see.
After my last final exam, I kissed UWI and everything there goodbye, including the emptiness.
It wasn’t easy for me. I wasn’t prepared to be known as “the college dropout” while I baffled to get my life together. It took a lot out of me to find the courage to inform my family and friends about my decision to leave. Surprisingly and fortunately, I got the support of those who matter.
After leaving I realized that for the first time in my life, I was not enrolled in an educational institution, I was without a plan or any direction. I didn’t know how to relax, have fun and just do nothing. But I knew I had to, and I’d rather be out of my element at home than at school idly milking my bank account.
It was time to repose, take a deep breath, embrace quietude and figure out all the things that would make me happy.
Before I knew it, ideas were springing up like daisies.
There it was …I finally found it …
After reluctantly following my heart, I now run an entertainment complex and I’ve been recently accepted to study law at a university in London after discovering my newfound interest in Entertainment Law.
Forget how mature and elated I am at this stage in my life. What really matters is my ability to control my life. I do what I want to do. I take risks. I live for me and I fuel my own smiles. All I had to do was stand up for myself and trust my instincts.
Silly obstacles
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